A Big Boy Now

My baby is 4. What am I going to do? Nick asked me if I wanted another and I said, "No, I just want the ones I have to stay little!" As much as I (as well as Marley & Ty) would like a 3rd, I just really don't think I can handle it. Not that it would, I just don't want to replace the memories I have of Marley & Tyler. As it is now, I can barely remember Ty as a toddler. How sad is that? My memories of Marley are much more vivid. Maybe it is because she's my first and all I had to focus on was her. When Ty came along I had 2 in the mix along w/ a puppy. It can't be that I have permanent pregnancy brain... nooo!

Anyway, back to the subject at hand. My little man is 4. He is so excited about being a big boy. He wants big boy toys and doesn't really want a lot of adult help (good and bad). Sometimes he even puts himself down for a nap, WHAT? This is the kid that wanted me to sleep with him every night, which I did for quite sometime. Now he goes into his room, hops into bed and takes a nap w/o so much as a peep? Now I'm sure some of you are thinking, "Yeah, that's normal" but it's not in my household. Thank god he still needs me at night, they both do. Sometimes I secretly like it, reminds me that I'm needed.

Now that the big day has come and gone, I'm better. I was really sad on his birthday, but I got through it. Gosh, too much this past month, he started preschool, turned 4, what's next a girl friend? Now that would CRUSH me! I'll post pics soon.